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Shall I know no rest?
Am I destined to feel
only turbulence and
turmoil that is too real?
Though I lay in contentment,
my heart cannot rest.
My body requires solace;
my mind denies the request.
The world all around continues to turn.
All nations will never take time to learn.
My emotions just continue to churn.
My soul is left only to burn.
I toss in shadow, attempting to dream
in a colour that isn't black.
My eyes shoot open without warning
because I feel under attack.
Glaurung's fell voice tears at me
and tells a story of darkness.
My heart is inclined to believe
though my mind otherwise hearkens.
Such stench of dishonesty
fills my lungs to the very limit.
I become toxic to all others
who attempt to save me from it.
I grasp their hands and try so hard
to pull myself free from the ink.
My fears come back and my grip slacks
and I wind up back in the stink.
I become numb, unfeeling,
a mere robot on the conveyor.
My soul is caged within me
as another force becomes key player.
Doubts are sown within my heart.
I grasp hard onto Gurthang.
The dull point pierces me with ease,
and the blade, with truest voice, sang.
My words, they bring no peace to me,
though I try, hard as I might.
I succumb to dark words, moods
and beliefs as day becomes night.
I feel the breaking point approaching.
These words may be at an end.
I may have to cast away
and break all my pens.
Am I destined to feel
only turbulence and
turmoil that is too real?
Though I lay in contentment,
my heart cannot rest.
My body requires solace;
my mind denies the request.
The world all around continues to turn.
All nations will never take time to learn.
My emotions just continue to churn.
My soul is left only to burn.
I toss in shadow, attempting to dream
in a colour that isn't black.
My eyes shoot open without warning
because I feel under attack.
Glaurung's fell voice tears at me
and tells a story of darkness.
My heart is inclined to believe
though my mind otherwise hearkens.
Such stench of dishonesty
fills my lungs to the very limit.
I become toxic to all others
who attempt to save me from it.
I grasp their hands and try so hard
to pull myself free from the ink.
My fears come back and my grip slacks
and I wind up back in the stink.
I become numb, unfeeling,
a mere robot on the conveyor.
My soul is caged within me
as another force becomes key player.
Doubts are sown within my heart.
I grasp hard onto Gurthang.
The dull point pierces me with ease,
and the blade, with truest voice, sang.
My words, they bring no peace to me,
though I try, hard as I might.
I succumb to dark words, moods
and beliefs as day becomes night.
I feel the breaking point approaching.
These words may be at an end.
I may have to cast away
and break all my pens.
Literature
Fallen
When I was little, I held my hands up
and there was always a bigger pair
there to pick me up, raise me up
Dark and cold both accumulate near the ground
but I had found
a path to heaven, now forgotten
as the earth turns 'round;
So overcome by confusion, how...?
I can't cast my demons out
one devil still pulls me down
off the earth and off my gentle cloud
I lay upon the ground,
bloodied, broken, beaten down
and lament my fate, silenced now
He recalls his immoralities as if
they were someone else's little slips
and though his words have scarred me
much deeper than any knife or whip
he parades through town, a man, a god
going on about life as
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Metus
One flat night, the wind stilled itself like a breath held in the worst kind of anticipation; the moment when you realize, too late, that everything has gone wrong with every carefully laid plan. Every alibi come to naught in the face of something far too dark to even be given shape: gloried in the feverish tongues of those men who spread their crazed scripture to those who pass beneath their perches just out of reach.
Fear.
The word dances across the lips of the multitudes, washing away serenity and sense, slathering a coat of ashen sludge across our hearts and burrowing into the mind like some virulent maggot, squirming for that last litt
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Specter
How many years have I roamed through these halls?
I search for something that I cannot find.
The darkness encloses, pressing on me;
I exist in a vacuum: bodiless.
I must have done something terribly wrong
To go on for the remainder of time
With needles tearing the skin I don’t have,
I gasp for air to fill lungs that aren’t there.
I search through the halls to look for myself.
The screams I hear can only be my own.
I wish I knew what I did to deserve
Such a dreadfully empty existence
So I could beg a shred of forgiveness.
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another awesome piece