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I don't understand
the beauty they're seeing,
when, in the mirror,
there's this ugly thing,
this disgusting being.
I go through life with
only cares in my mind.
They haunt me endlessly,
with peace hard to find.
Insomnia and sleepless nights
dog me from day to day.
It doesn't matter how tired I am,
or the softness of the pillow where my head lay.
Fatigue isn't enough
to quench the hell in my mind.
My memories of torture and rape
are always easy to find.
I fall back on them when
I feel that I'm in danger.
I can't let anyone near;
I only know strangers.
My heart swells to
contain those closest.
But my mind closes on them;
I can only take small doses.
My soul mourns death;
my body worships life.
My mind is torn by
memories of pain and strife.
I only hope God,
in his almighty power,
can give me the needed strength
that I wish for every hour.
the beauty they're seeing,
when, in the mirror,
there's this ugly thing,
this disgusting being.
I go through life with
only cares in my mind.
They haunt me endlessly,
with peace hard to find.
Insomnia and sleepless nights
dog me from day to day.
It doesn't matter how tired I am,
or the softness of the pillow where my head lay.
Fatigue isn't enough
to quench the hell in my mind.
My memories of torture and rape
are always easy to find.
I fall back on them when
I feel that I'm in danger.
I can't let anyone near;
I only know strangers.
My heart swells to
contain those closest.
But my mind closes on them;
I can only take small doses.
My soul mourns death;
my body worships life.
My mind is torn by
memories of pain and strife.
I only hope God,
in his almighty power,
can give me the needed strength
that I wish for every hour.
Literature
Fallen
When I was little, I held my hands up
and there was always a bigger pair
there to pick me up, raise me up
Dark and cold both accumulate near the ground
but I had found
a path to heaven, now forgotten
as the earth turns 'round;
So overcome by confusion, how...?
I can't cast my demons out
one devil still pulls me down
off the earth and off my gentle cloud
I lay upon the ground,
bloodied, broken, beaten down
and lament my fate, silenced now
He recalls his immoralities as if
they were someone else's little slips
and though his words have scarred me
much deeper than any knife or whip
he parades through town, a man, a god
going on about life as
Literature
Memory Locked
To be lulled into slumber by the silent screams of past loved ones,
Listening to the agonizing whales of my sorrowful son.
They yank me down to drown in the black sea of misery.
Laughing like children mid-play, they taunt my being with the infectious giggles of ignorance.
With a light creak and the click of the lock, for eternity a seal is placed over my innocence.
Sorry my child but the dark awaits, beckoning me to its sweet embrace.
The angered smoke attacks my lungs, swiping away the life of any who dare cross its path,
leaving little to none.
It’s partner in crime makes a home from my skin,
as it embeds its long blood red s
Literature
Pain, Death, Time
Pain is patient,
Pain is kind,
All of us bend to Time,
Too much of either, or,
A final breath,
He'll be waiting,
The Reaper, Death.
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According to my observations, it tends to be a girl thing, but this one is a special case.
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Very well written.
She was a special case, as well as a very special person.
She was a special case, as well as a very special person.